So confused

where are you God? I thought by now you’d come down and heal me. I put on a pretend face so that no one knows how much I’m hurting. How long will it take? 

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2 thoughts on “So confused

  1. Dear sweet Vickie…..ya gotta just keep on keepin on. I prayed, and my whole family prayed constantly for my Mandi. God answers you in his own time and in his own way. In my case, it sure wan’t the way I wanted it answered, but I am certain he is in control and knows what he is doing. I am learning to deal with it in my own way as I am sure you are learning also. Just keep the faith, take care of yourself the best you can, because life still goes on, even when we think it shouldn’t . Love you …..

    • Thank you Paula. I’m getting so discouraged. Every morning it gets harder and harder to deal with the pain, the physical limitations and the questions why I must continue on this journey. Some days I want to give up. Getting my self off the couch is a feat in itself. It’s been over two years I’ve been in a battle. I thought the vitamin D would help by now. I just feel so defeated. I love you. I know you have been through so much. I pray to God I don’t ever have to experience the pain you have gone through.

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